maybe it isn't me

tonight i went to the center to weigh in. down .5 lbs. not the number one would hope to see but that is ok. i did have an interesting conversation with the lady i sat with tonight. the first time i saw her she and i did not hit it off. by the 3rd visit i sat with her i decided i didn't want to meet with her again. well tonight i didn't have a lot of choice. the other ladies were busy and i didn't want to wait for a while. so we sat and this time she was much better.

she was very excited about the loss, small as it may be. she told me how well i was doing and also offered up some information that had not been offered yet. apparently when your metabolism hits a point where it is becoming accustomed to the herbs it is taking to stimulate it (the metabolizer that i take 6 a day) your weight loss numbers decrease. they have a second metabolizer that is a different blend of herbs that you can purchase and take for a month. after the month you go back to the original blend but that month gives your metabolism a shock if you will.

i decided not to purchase it this week, perhaps next week once this whole car ordeal is sorted out. yes that is correct, 3 weeks after the accident and i STILL don't have my car. fingers crossed that i get it tomorrow!!! anyway, perhaps this is another answer to why things are slow in the loss department. i am not saying it is not mostly my fault for not sticking to plan but also recognizing that i haven't been 100% on plan since the first month and i have still lost there may be more to it that the little cheats i have. so perhaps next week i will purchase this new herb and see where it goes.

i did find it funny that i thought to myself "but i haven't seen that on e-bay!!!". then i realized if people get to the point that they are going to take this version of the herb, they are probably sticking out the plan and won't be selling their goods online. sadly that means i will have to pay full price for these, which is $130. doesn't sound like a lot but at the same time... it is.

anyway, that is the latest news. hope all is well in your worlds. keep up the hard work! great works of art aren't completed in short amounts of time right???

happy eating!